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Day- 1078

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Morning- ok I took a rest from walking but I did do some housework but, I am walking Paul to school with my wife. That going to be little more than a 2 miles and than we are walking back home. I would be walking around 4 miles. I will let you know how it goes. 

Anyway, I am goso my tk be walking for couple days and I know my new foot injury on my right foot is going  j hate me. I am dealing with Plantar Fasciitis. Man. Is hurts
10:14Pm- ok, I was mostly been on the couch until my wife came home around 6, I cooked some sweet potatoes 🍠 and I was standing for couple hours. Now my left leg is bit swollen and dealing with some nerve pain as in tingling feeling down my foot. My right foot is having sharp pain on my heal on the out side of the foot. I hate this. I’m doing to sleep. 

972 – Days ( Cleaning and Pain )

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Today, I know that i haven’t writen in here. I am sorry for not keep the updated. So, today, I cleaned the kitchen floor by mopping it and laying down down so I can scrub the floor to get the hard stuff but, When I am almost done mopping. I felt sharp pain in my knee. I believe its the screw or something. I have been dealing with pain for a while not. I get into that in another post.

(Dec. 10th, 2016) Day – 767

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I am dealing with a lot of pain right now. I don’t know what the reason. It could be the screws or how missed up my leg and foot is. I can’t see a PT to help it but I got to do my Pt all by my self. That’s is very hard for me to do it. I having a hard time wanting to write cus, I am dealing with depression. I am hope get that fixed soon when, I see my PDOC. I also, dealing with a lot of weakness in my leg. Sigh

Oct. 3rd, 2016 (Day- 700)

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Oct. 3rd, 2016 (Day- 700)

-Ok, I had to walk to shoppers and back but on the way home, after we stopped at Royle Farms. My body started acting up. Not my foot but my hip, foot, knee.

The whole works. Man this sucks. It’s been all day and still hurts when I move my knee. I don’t know sigh.

7/9/16 Day- 599

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  ~Whole Foods~

 

I have been not feeling ok for couple days. I best to sat is that, I am depressed but its more a mixed episode. Its more depression. Anyway, I took a walk with my Son to Whole foods. Its was a nice walk. Wife sent me to get few things and it was hot out. We went to starbucks to get a cup of water. It tasted good. I not sure if, it was cus, we were thirsty or it did taste good.

My leg been hurting and Its like its always some kind of pain and I hate that, I am always in some kind of pain. I need to find a foot doctor so, I can better. I also should start to do some PT but, its so hard to do it all by my self and this is hard for me to deal with. I mean, i feel all alone with this. I want someone to be here to go through this but, i am mostly me. I hate it. Sigh. I walked today like, almost 3 miles.

 

7/5/16 Day- 595

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Day- 595

Sorry that I haven’t been writing past few days. It’s been hard for me to write. My bipolar/ depression makes it so hard want to write. Anyway, I did a lot past few days. I went to my Aunt Mina house for a family gathering. It was nice while we were only there for 2 days. I love going there.

Today, My leg didn’t feel too good cus, from all the rain from yesterday and i did some walking and it was like, 81 today. I did more walking than i wanted too. We went to Royal Farms and got few things. I didn’t use my cane. That was stupid. Now my Achilles hurts from all the walking. I mean, I should have been smarter.

Its feels like, a scab needs to be ripped off but, its inside my leg. I am now laying on the bed giving my leg a rest while, I am  writing this blog and having lunch late. Sigh.

6/6/2016 Day- 580

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Day- 580

 

I had a busy day. I went out to help my wife. I took the bus to Bank of America and I had to wait a while for the bus to show up. Anyway, When I got back. I only had for few mins like, 20 mins. My doughtier grandmother sent a box for her birthday and had some money for her.

She wanted to go out and get a Build-A-Bear.

build a bear

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In the making

Happy birthday girl

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

      At the time that, we left the store. I was like limping badly and I didn’t want to make her birthday trip bad. I just pressed on. My amazing wife, saw it and wanted to go home but, we stayed little bit more.

   She got few things to eat but, they walked and I limped around the mall. I didn’t bring my cane.  So, I had to suffer for little bit. Took the bus home and when, i got home, I rested and iced up my foot.

   While i was limping around. I was depressed  cus, how slow and how i am suck no fun when, i am like this. I feel like a bothersome.

February 26th, 2016 (Day- 480)

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On the 26th of Feb.- well, I got up later today around 9 0’clock. I did go to bed late cus, I was doing some house work before I go to bed.

Anyway, for the past 6 day that I haven’t been writing. I have like lost all passion to write here. It’s like, I write not so good and seeing people don’t read it makes hard for me to write. I know I use this to track what I go though but, it’s depressing when you see (no comments and hardly any likes, followers) 
 

I want to make changes in myself, I want to have a look and be happy how, look. Hard when you see your self fat and ugly. I want to have this kind of body. I hate being around 230lbs and that’s what I was last time I weight my self. Now I could be bigger. (Sight) 

  

  • The kind of body I want to have

  

Anyway, I been doing more foot lifts. I started day before yesterday. I did 100 on the 25th and didn’t yesterday and only 50 today. I need to crack on t. I also noticing I am gaining muscle or swelling on the front of my leg. You can see.


I am also dealing some pain in my ankle, behind my ankle bone. Don’t know why and also pain on my Achilles’ tendon. Could be too much working out and hurting it or soar from paining muscle.


That’s all I can writing right now.