Today, I know that i haven’t writen in here. I am sorry for not keep the updated. So, today, I cleaned the kitchen floor by mopping it and laying down down so I can scrub the floor to get the hard stuff but, When I am almost done mopping. I felt sharp pain in my knee. I believe its the screw or something. I have been dealing with pain for a while not. I get into that in another post.
I know I haven’t written for a while. Past few days my ankle and knee has been hurting. Don’t know what’s making it hurt. Maybe walking to much. 😞
I am dealing with a lot of pain right now. I don’t know what the reason. It could be the screws or how missed up my leg and foot is. I can’t see a PT to help it but I got to do my Pt all by my self. That’s is very hard for me to do it. I having a hard time wanting to write cus, I am dealing with depression. I am hope get that fixed soon when, I see my PDOC. I also, dealing with a lot of weakness in my leg. Sigh
I have been doing a lot of walking for a week now. I am glad that, I can get some kind of rest. Not, like I can get rest from having pain. I having a lot of pain today. I getting sick of it.
Its raining outside and it made my leg/foot hurt more. It almost reminded of me of winter. Thats was a pain. I have to wear socks so, my feet dont have the ice cold feeling. Its doing little help. I haven’t taken any pain pills but, i am going to after, I write this post. There not much for me to say, I am going to try to do some PT later today so, I can get my self back into doing some workout.
If anything else Happens I will keep yall posted
I have been not feeling ok for couple days. I best to sat is that, I am depressed but its more a mixed episode. Its more depression. Anyway, I took a walk with my Son to Whole foods. Its was a nice walk. Wife sent me to get few things and it was hot out. We went to starbucks to get a cup of water. It tasted good. I not sure if, it was cus, we were thirsty or it did taste good.
My leg been hurting and Its like its always some kind of pain and I hate that, I am always in some kind of pain. I need to find a foot doctor so, I can better. I also should start to do some PT but, its so hard to do it all by my self and this is hard for me to deal with. I mean, i feel all alone with this. I want someone to be here to go through this but, i am mostly me. I hate it. Sigh. I walked today like, almost 3 miles.
I had a busy day. I went out to help my wife. I took the bus to Bank of America and I had to wait a while for the bus to show up. Anyway, When I got back. I only had for few mins like, 20 mins. My doughtier grandmother sent a box for her birthday and had some money for her.
She wanted to go out and get a Build-A-Bear.
At the time that, we left the store. I was like limping badly and I didn’t want to make her birthday trip bad. I just pressed on. My amazing wife, saw it and wanted to go home but, we stayed little bit more.
She got few things to eat but, they walked and I limped around the mall. I didn’t bring my cane. So, I had to suffer for little bit. Took the bus home and when, i got home, I rested and iced up my foot.
While i was limping around. I was depressed cus, how slow and how i am suck no fun when, i am like this. I feel like a bothersome.
Morning: I just woke up and I still feel out of it. My back hurts and I know it’s from my leg. It’s sucks. Sigh. My ankle hurts little and this won’t let long. Sigh