On the 16th of December-
I been depressed for a while now. This sucks. I been sleeping a lot and it’s the only place that I feel best or relaxed. I am so sick of feeling this pain or doing everything around the pain.
- Can’t walk a lot
- Can’t walk too hard
- Can’t have my foot down for too long
- Can’t carry heavy
- Can’t walk in rain (Can slip easy)
- Always very slow
That’s only a few of thing’s that gets me sad or depressed. I hate that, I can’t do things, like I use to too. I went to my PT and I was 30 mins late. I was to be there at 1:15pm but, I showed up like 1:43Pm. I feel do stupid. I hate that, I am always forgetting. My mind is everywhere and I can’t think str8.
I walked like 6 miles today and I was so much pain and I need to sleep to feel better. I had few hour’s sleep on the couch and It helped me feel better but, my leg didn’t feel too good still. That’s, all I can write right now.