June 18th, 2015 (Day- 227)

On 18th of June-
    My brother came over and he showed me some work outs. I will be honest, he lost weight and I’m jaded. I want to be losing weight but I’m gaining. I’m so shamed of it and I want to cry. I also don’t want to seem like a baby or weak. I did a lot of work to lose weight but now, I gained it back and more. I hate my self. I hate how I look in the mirror. I can’t stand even look at my face so, how can I look at my fat body. 

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