-8:42) Well, today was not a good day. I been by feeling down cus of my leg and its holding me down and its making things worse for me like, I’m depressed and I eat my feelings so, I been eating a lot of carbs and sweets. It’s the only true pick me up. I have gained like 30 pounds and I am shamed of it. I am 219 lbs. I was like 190lbs and want to be 155lbs. I hate being depressed and I crave to be happy. Just walking hurts like pain in the butt.