(April 9, 2015) Day- 156

-12:18 pm) I’m heading out 

-4:31 Pm) just got back from my wife doctors and I just came back from walking almost mile walk it was hard for me. When I was coming up the hill, I could feel my heart pounding and I was so tired. Hate this.
-6:48 Pm) taking a bath and trying to feel better cus, this morning I felt really depressed. I needs some med’s badly. I still depressed even, I smile cus, I can’t do the things that makes me happy and I feel like a failure and a burden to my family. I crave to be better but my body won’t let me. Taking a shower is the pain or just plain walking.

  •  Thats a lot of walking

  •   I needed this

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